Radical Return Out October 6, 2026
Forthcoming Memoir · October 6, 2026

Radical Return

Reclaiming My Body Through Coffee, Drugs, Dance, and Psychoanalysis

Publisher Rootstock Publishing
Format Softcover · eBook · Audio
Pub Date October 6, 2026
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A first sentence about the book

Think Ann Shulgan meeting Alison Bechdel to create an ecstatic dance of returning.

R adical Return: Reclaiming My Body Through Coffee, Drugs, Dance, and Psychoanalysis fuses personal storytelling with professional insight to explore the transformative potential of psychedelics.

Written by Dr. Natalie Cohen — a clinical psychologist, trauma expert, and pioneer in psychedelic-assisted therapy — the memoir-in-essays traces her lived experience healing from sexual violence, ancestral trauma, and institutional betrayal. Each chapter is anchored in a psychedelic journey (ketamine, MDMA, psilocybin, ayahuasca), followed by creative integration practices including somatic movement, dreamwork, and psychoanalytic reflection.

Woven with lyricism and a refreshing sense of humor, Radical Return contributes a nuanced and deeply feminist voice to the current psychedelic conversation. Dr. Cohen's story disrupts the dominant medicalized model, centering a woman's body as both subject and site of transformation — offering a radical blueprint for healing that reclaims the voice and makes space for grief, pleasure, tenderness, and resistance.

A necessary book for our times, Radical Return is an offering for anyone seeking not just to heal, but to return to themselves.

Each chapter, a journey
  • Ketamine
  • MDMA
  • Psilocybin
  • Ayahuasca
BookLife Reviews by Publishers Weekly

Vulnerable, boldly unconventional account of transforming trauma into healing.

Psychologist Cohen's searching debut memoir marks her effort to reclaim a body shaped by adolescent substance use, sexual violence, reproductive loss, family estrangement, and betrayals within psychoanalytic institutions. Returning to psychoanalytic training after a long hiatus, she experiments with MDMA, ketamine, ayahuasca, psilocybin, breathwork, meditation, and other consciousness-altering practices, then translates those experiences into choreographed "integration dances." Sessions with a receptive analyst, lingering dreams, swimming, coffee rituals, and performances become part of Cohen's evolving method for transforming silence into speech and bodily memory into creative action. "Trauma, silence, and betrayal had shaped me," she writes, "and [I] would not carry them quietly anymore."

Cohen's ambition is both personal and professional: to narrate recovery while arguing that psychoanalysis can become more embodied, imaginative, and open to psychedelic-assisted healing. She succeeds most vividly in the memoir's concrete scenes: a missed first appointment with her analyst exposes her mistrust; his emotional response to her dance videos conveys the power of being witnessed; and the closing image of young dancers lifting one another turns private choreography into an intergenerational act of care. Her candid, sensuous prose captures altered states without flattening their strangeness, and flashes of irreverent humor keep the material from becoming unrelentingly solemn.

Whether addressing oppressive power dynamics in the psychoanalytic field, drawing parallels between nature and emotional reflection, or processing childhood memories recovered through a psilocybin-assisted journey, Cohen offers readers an intimate record of one practitioner's return to voice, pleasure, and professional purpose. It will resonate most with trauma survivors, therapists, dancers, and those curious about the meeting point of psychoanalysis, psychedelics, feminism, and somatic healing.

Read the full review at BookLife
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